Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY
I'm Rachel
some call me Chel
I whine in here a LOT....
so if you're searching for endless whining and cursing you can certainly read my blogposts

MY FREAKING PROFILE
a simple girl, living in an urban city....
shit! i'm totally crazy about Brendon Urie...
aspiring Psychologist...

DESIRESY

Brendon Urie( of course )
my friends ( LOTS OF LOVE! )
my family
GOD
reading
music(rock... definitely appreciated)
good anime, movies,tv shows

LOATHESY


little spineless psycho stalkers
ass fucking bitch fakers with inhuman zit problems
math
boring teachers
LEAVE ME A TAGY


EXITSY

♥Gracie
♥Mari
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ARCHIVES;

February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007

LALALA.

CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture by asuka111
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Friday, October 5, 2007
9:46 PM

yesterday afternoon we had our Speech project in school.
I kindda sucked at it. but somebody sucked more... way more...
I don't deal with stress well so some part of my speech slipped out of my mind, but I still regain my composure and dealt with the damn thing...well back with the one who sucked more than me....
I won't tell who..... but grace knows it already so what the heck!
It's Vanessa. she's not really stupid or anything. she's just terribly terribly annoying.
"Intrimitida" is right term to describe her.
and our other classmate pulled off quite a drama... so gracie didn't have the chance to do her speech ...and had to be reschedule next tuesday. well i'm through with it so... HAHA!

PS. I still can't put that stupid song on my friendster account...HELP!

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, September 20, 2007
5:40 AM



sure... singing and dancing in broad daylight seems gay, but I think I can make a few exceptions, I think the first one was genius but the second one missed a few knotches on the hit meter. the second one lacked the prequel's "high school life" scenario. I still think that watching it is still worth a good try. watch both the movies to understand the story better. some character's changed a bit. some for the better and some for the worse.

WELL...TRY IT. AS I SAID EARLIER IT'S WORTH A TRY.

P.S ZAC EFRON IS SOOO NOT GAY. it just seems that he is.

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, August 8, 2007
2:10 AM












i found some cute new brendon pics and
Dita von teese looks freaking cool in this...

well...yeaterday was my 17th birthday..woohoo!
but yesterday instead of feeling older, I felt like such a bloody kid when we ate in jollibee...
yeah, JOLIBEE...(laugh all you want guys, i'm poor right now)

I was embarassed to admit that i was turning 17...damn...well... i'm about to turn 18 anyway i'll do whatever the heck I want...well not really but you know what i mean...
may be i'll go to driving school...hmmmm...


( i watched this harry potter parody in funnyordie.com, wanna watch it..)

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, July 16, 2007
12:15 AM

Heee..... god! I'm just shaking with excitement....

Gracie told me the coolest thing ever....

F.O.B is having a concert here in the Philippines!!!

HEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!


I just hope that Panic! at the disco's with them in the tour...

i can't wait to see brendon urie live and in action...

i know that pete wentz is sexy but... he's just not my type....


but damn! i'll have to give up my afternoon "calamares" breaks for at least two months!!!
P.S i'm just addictd to fanfics about harry and ginny lately.....


Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, July 12, 2007
1:25 AM

grace and I watch HARRY POTTER and the ORDER of the PHOENIX yesterday
...and damn I can't get it out of my overly horny mind...
specially that scene with daniel radcliff gasping in his bed...
man! that guy can make me water......hehehehe....
all in all the movie was great but my only regret is that once again I go home stone broke...
I just can't get a hold of money nowadays...
and I really need it by the end of this month....
well because of the release of our yearbooks...and our so - called "reunion" with my friends is kind of nagging me in the back of my head...
*wishes God would just let money falll out from the sky*
*sighs*

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, July 7, 2007
1:57 AM

I feel so messed up! really! I really really do....
and damn it! it's still because of him! I know to myself that I want to let go...
but I just can't bring myself to totally do it unless i know that he's got someone else...
someone that he loves and i know that deserves him more than I do....
afterall i'm JUST his friend.....

but till then i might still hold on to that hope that our GODDAMN friendship might grow into something more.... and I don't want that anymore... i've done it once and i just won't do it again....

i don't want distractions anymore.... i know that I can be better without them....

MEN!!! I curse you all!!! Damn you all!!!
except for brendon... hehehe....he's still the sexiest man alive for me...

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, July 2, 2007
2:19 AM





I'm getting a haircut pretty soon... you think victoria beckham's hair will work for me???



damn!! i thought that my luck is finally heading into a good turn...

It certainly isn't!!!!


just this afternoon, during our PE class, I tripped AND fell on my silly butt.

I felt ridiculous and stupid.


Gracie and I was kind of slacking off while

Our classmates was making our aerobics presentation into a dance routine...

then we dared each other to who can actually kick higher...

and HAHA.. stupid me goes first....plack! boom! I fell!


and that Grace, who didn't even bothered to pick me up, and just started to laugh at me

well... I just laughed my silly ass out too...


good thing nobody was really looking at us during that fuck of a class...


P.S I really don't like "miss Canada", our classmate who said that she went to Toronto last summer... she's obnoxious and she sounds funny....she's Visayan..... like my dad... but my dad lost his "punto" long ago.... i laugh at her behind her back as i always do to someone I don't like... *evil laugh*

Will you ever notice me...