Will you ever notice me...
Monday, February 26, 2007
1:49 AM
I wish we could do this more often.....
we had our preliminary exams today... it wasn't as hard as last time though....
I had this oh-so sweet yet sick dream..... I was having sex with Brendon Urie
(Yes... Brendon Urie....I 'm SO horny,right?).
it was heaven... could have stayed there forever...
back to my dream... we were doing each other... felching and all...
(just let your imagination do the work, ok?)
when one moment brendon's face changed to my dreamguy's face...
how sick is that!!!! I can't have myself fantasizing about him and I doing such dirty things....
I know I'm, as they say, green- minded and horny but I just can't believe that I have these dirty thoughts about him... I woke up and said to myself..."you're unbeleivable"... and tried to have that dream again... but with the brendon part only... didn't work... just had another dreamless sleep...
note to self: don't look at him when he's taking his shirt off....
Will you ever notice me...
Friday, February 23, 2007
2:37 AM
Got this little pic from Jen's blog...(plagiarism...Sorry...)
It was so cute and I couldn't resist so I copied it....
(once again sorry for copying)
what's he doing kissing frogs?!
Isn't that supposed to be done by princesses?!
That's SO gay... I love it!!!
I want to fuck him even more now...
(like I haven't!! .. hahahaha)...
well... glad that the damn fuck inspection is over....
it was boring and uneventful for us cadets...
we just had to stand there and wonder when will it be over...
act like we prepared for that tactical inspection for months when we were ...
Dommar was being such an ass today (he's always been an ass but today's different)
he kindda challenge Pau's authority this afternoon... may be his ego just got bigger after that stupid inspection... I know he's an asshole and I can handle it but not everybody can do it though... Oh well not my problem really....
and my Oh-so -loyal fan, Allan kind of pissed me with all the attention... he kept looking at me and it was totally irritating... he kept on talking to us (yes...Grace,Mari and me) with all those stupid remarks and oh so stupid questions he asks...
may be he has read my other blog posts and just acts like that because he knows it irritates me... TO HELL WITH HIM AND HIS CRAZINESS!!!!
Will you ever notice me...
Thursday, February 22, 2007
3:56 AM
well you silly no good faggot! inspect this!
I can't stand this Tactical bullshit we're doing tommorrow...
It's all crap and all we have to do is stand there and watch our Model platoons show the accreditors a hell of a fucking show...
and we have to study all this crap about the military that we would never use in college....
just to impress some lame ass fat bastards that will come and grade our super gay commandant.... Fuck him and his gay subordinates...
That felcher!!! that cock-sucking, ass-fucking,teen rapist...
TACTICAL INSPECTION MY ASS!!! BITCHES!!!
Will you ever notice me...
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
5:14 AM
JUST POSTED LASTEST PICS...
Will you ever notice me...
4:48 AM
Damn It! Brendon! AHHH!!! not in here..!!!* brendon felches me and I scream in delight*
those ass fuckers....
they should just all rot in hell....
well.. specifically.. Dominique and Allan...
damn them to hell and burn their fucking souls...
Damn Allan for being so gay and pathetic! damn him if he searches this blog site and gets bothered by it... It's my opinion so live with it BITCH!
Damn Dominique for being such a FAKE! For being such a puppet to her own desires to be popular... For being such know it all when she absolutesly have know fucking idea what's she's talking about... Face it bitch! you'll never be popular... with that face and attitude ... you're gonna scare them all away... show to us what you really are then may be there might be something to like about you....
P.S. TAE KA TALAGA RESTY!!!!!!!
Will you ever notice me...
Monday, February 19, 2007
2:30 AM
If being sexy is a crime then they should spend their whole lives paying for their sins,Sins of seduction.
I hate it when someone's so clueless...
well... may be he's just acting it out but... shit! that's too much!
I know he doesn't have friends ... but to stick with someone who acts like
you're a piece of shit in their lives... man!!! that's Obsession...
to make things short... I'm disappointed that he haven't read my blog... I wish that he would read my fucking blog and leave me alone with grace and mari...
Speaking of obsessions.... we had our defense in our thesis( our topic was OCD ) this afternoon... I kind of sucked in it... well... Gracie and Mheriz rocked it but I didn't so it's kind of disappointing on my part....
well.. that's life... it kind of sucks sometimes...
Will you ever notice me...
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
10:58 PM
Now... look at that Pretty face... I could get freaky with him anytime......may be give him a lap dance... * damn it! he wants me!*
we went FREAKY crazy last night.....
well... it's a dance night so we danced... but my friends
(especially maricris,jovelle and dagie) went totally whacked so I joined them....
GODDAMN IT! I busted my f***ing groove, man....
and after it I felt dirty... I have no idea why....I just did....
today was personnel's day at our school... we didn't have classes but we had to be their because of the programs... it was all shit... I thought I was going to die of boredom... and the worst part of the day happened during dismissal... Allan... that crazy ,no good, ass fucking hermaphrodite ... he tried to hug me and Abbie...of course, I shooed him off...that was totally digusting... arrghhh...totally eeewww...men can only touch me when they have my permission and those are men dear to my heart... and that one can kill himself in front of me and I wouldn't care one bit....I wish him to die and rot in fag hell....
P.S. (Allan) If you ever find this blog site and read this... now you know what I feel about you....stop stalking the people that's kind to you... and if you can't do that... just kill your pathetic self and do all of us a favor....
Will you ever notice me...
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
11:01 PM
My,my...Oh brendon honey... is this our date?...oh how incredibly romantic!!! sing me a song, baby... let me hear that sweet voice of yours....
I have something for you too... honey....
*smiles provocatively and turns off the lights*
now Jen, don't be jealous... you can use him later if you want....
Happy Valentines, Everyone!!!!!
Just want to Greet everyone... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY...
For those with their guys and gals... be happy and celebrate your day... go FUCK or party or whatever you do for fun...
and for those without... then let the day pass by like the most days of your life and just be happy to have another day to live...
Man... this blogpost is full of shit......
Will you ever notice me...
3:20 AM
for Jen po ito....
there's someone that looks pretty much like this little angel in our school ... I think gracie has got her eyes on him... let's just name him Mr. FR....he's a little shy too... and he's freaky smart... may be I'll send you a pic of Mr. FR... one of these days... hehehehe....
Will you ever notice me...
1:49 AM
Oh Brendon,stop putting things in your mouth.... it belongs to me, baby, there are far more better things to put it to use to ... like having you lick me.... *shhhh... that's our little secret baby....*
GODDAMNIT!!! JOHN MARI! you are SO dead.....
mari got me and Gracie into a titsy bitsy problem this afternoon.....
he made us talk up front our class when we clearly didn't want to....
during our Values Ed. class,we had this little discussion about love
and we made manila paper shirts that we had to show to the class...
I didn't want to talk so I kept mine from the teacher's sight but...
MR. JOHN MARI *fucking* ARANGOTE... told our teacher that Grace and I still had ours ...
and that fucking bald fag made me talk in front of the class...I don't really mind what Mari did, I just don't like being the center of attention.Man! I hate it! when everyone's looking at you as if waiting for you to say or do something stupid... waiting for a good reason to laugh at you... I feel dumb when I recite in front of the class... I feel like my brain is about to drop off of my head....
well... during our English period, we went to the library to research for our so-called "thesis"... Grace and I are group mates so we did the research together ...we found nothing really...we just laughed about peverted things that came through our little peverted minds....
P.S. Brendon, I WILL DIE FOR YOU BABY.....
Will you ever notice me...
Monday, February 12, 2007
12:59 AM
psst... Just gave him a blowjob....oh fuck it! look at that boner!!!
well... posted for the sake of posting.... I'm bored.. I'm swamped with projects and ...I'm freaking dateless...It's valentines and I have no appreciation of it ,whatsoever....
I hate this time of year... the time when all those fucking teachers give projects at the same freaking time!!! It sucks! I feel like every thing's on fast forward except me...
well... have to make my projects now..... hay......
P.S. (JEN) hi to you!!! You're Gracie's friend right? thanks for posting... I hear that we both LOVE Brendon?! Damn It! He's craziness is so lovable, right? I tied him good and stuffed him inside my cabinet... may be I'll use him later... *evil laugh*
Will you ever notice me...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
3:12 AM
Such virile creatures... they are the gifts of God to humanity....
my definition of perfection.....
damn! I wasn't able to post yesterday! well... thanks to my ass of a brother and his useless NIP/TUCK addiction...I think that drama is SO gay... seriously.....
This post was suppose to be for yesterday... I felt so bored yesterday... may be because my friend Grace wasn't there... and the most boring teacher met with us yesterday,and taught us her usual shit lessons.... and that particular fucking ACP officer that we all hate.. added to the mix....may she get fucked up good so she could get along with her life and not torture us every fucking Friday....
well... today... I went out with some of my friends... we watched a movie in dagie's house... SAW III! damn! it was so awesome... with all the blood and guts hanging out! It even made me scream!we ate and had fun. Man.. sometimes simplicity is all a human needs to have fun...
we just enjoyed each others company and throwed jokes at each other... it was pure and simple fun...
P.S.Brendon, honey... i'm so tired... I need my massage....DAMN! those hands are skillful!Ahhhhhhhhh!!!
P.S. ( John Mari) I don't want to change it! It's sounds so cute and lovable.....
awww... what a cute little boy..... awww....
Will you ever notice me...
Thursday, February 8, 2007
2:50 AM
Oh honey why pleasure yourself when I can do it for you....
I had a hard time concentrating today... i don't know why... I just did...
it's like my mind is flying off my head
nothing really happened today well... we played scrabble and, damn!, I lost twice... I feel stupid really... but I must admit that I had fun.... it's been a long time since I last played the game.....
the exam papers we checked were not my favorite subjects so I didn't really mind if I failed or not... but the good thing is that i got higher scores in values and social than my friend Mari ( he's a boy... it's just fun to call him that..)
but he got a perfect score in that blasted subject, computer...
*if you're reading this, mari.... damn you genius....*
joke ... I still love you as a friend....
P.S. Brendon,honey... you still didn't pick up your cute undies.... they're adorable though... little red cherries in a black t-back brief....
Will you ever notice me...
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
11:10 PM
OH GOD! HE'S SO CUTE! DON'T YOU THINK?
oh for GOD's sake! FINALLY!
well... our exams are over and it's time to face the results...
as i said in the past, I absolutely HATE math(no offense to math teachers everywhere) I just don't get it and I suck at it so... you know... yadayada..
my friend just started her blog so.. cheer for her... yippeee abbie!!!
I think I'm starting to fall out of love ... from you know...
the boy of my dreams...
I'm starting to accept that I can only be a friend and that's it...
I'm starting to see a future without him beside me...
I'll just keep on cheering for their relationship....
P.S. If you see BRENDON URIE running around without his briefs... please tell him, he left them in my room .... would he come and get them please....
Will you ever notice me...
Monday, February 5, 2007
3:59 AM
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OUR CRAZY ANTICS....
Will you ever notice me...
2:45 AM
HERE'S ME AND MY FRIENDS !!!
Will you ever notice me...
2:07 AM
I WONDER..... DOES BRENDON HATE MATH AS MUCH AS I DO...... well may be he does.... it sure drove him CRAZY.... ( DAMN it! he's SO sexy!)
I F***ing hate exams... I specially hate math exams....I hate it because I suck at it.... well... is it my fault if I was born without math flowing through my veins? And the worst part is....we'll have our exams tomorrow and I couldn't care less why? because I can't fucking concentrate! I can't concentrate because of him.... I can't seem to get over him because I mingle with him everyday.... IT SUCKS TO BE ME RIGHT NOW...... Sure helps to have good friends to cheer you up.....
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, February 4, 2007
4:07 AM
OH FUCK IT! HE'S MINE!
Will you ever notice me...
3:52 AM
here comes freaking valentine's day!
I know it's suppose to be the month of love and happiness but I don't really appreciate it....
I'm spending my first valentine's day in love with no boyfriend in sight....
it's SO tragic ... I HATE IT....
I wish next year would be different.....
OH BRENDON... COME AND SAVE ME FROM LONELINESS....
damn it! he's so hot!
Will you ever notice me...
3:19 AM
well... i created a blogspot yesterday and I totally forgot what my username & password is.....
and because of that, I created this new blogspot.....
I'm still a newbie so bear with me....
I hate dramas with plots when the girl falls head over heels with her friend. I used to think that it was "SO" cliche'!
but now I HATE it for a whole new reason....
I've fallen in love with my friend and it's killing me because he tells me each day how much he loves his girl....
each excrusiating detail of how they spend thier nights texting their sweet nothings....
OH...FUCK! I hate myself!
I hate myself for falling in love with such a perfect man in the wrong time and place.....
But even though I know he loves someone else... I'll still love him...
Will you ever notice me...
Got this little pic from Jen's blog...
Oh honey why pleasure yourself when I can do it for you....
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