Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY
I'm Rachel
some call me Chel
I whine in here a LOT....
so if you're searching for endless whining and cursing you can certainly read my blogposts

MY FREAKING PROFILE
a simple girl, living in an urban city....
shit! i'm totally crazy about Brendon Urie...
aspiring Psychologist...

DESIRESY

Brendon Urie( of course )
my friends ( LOTS OF LOVE! )
my family
GOD
reading
music(rock... definitely appreciated)
good anime, movies,tv shows

LOATHESY


little spineless psycho stalkers
ass fucking bitch fakers with inhuman zit problems
math
boring teachers
LEAVE ME A TAGY


EXITSY

♥Gracie
♥Mari
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ARCHIVES;

February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007

LALALA.

CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture by asuka111
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
1:51 AM

Finally changed my template... i still needed gracie's help though....
certainly new things will happen in college...
new curriculum... new everything...
new set of peers to try to get along with...
I have to try and be less of an ass or snobbish to new classmates...
I have a tendency to make fun of people....
hehe.. it's a bad habit .. I know...
I'm not really over my rainbow.... I know you know what i mean...
I wish I was but i'm not ready yet... just give me some freaking time and may be someday i will forget him... Give me some bonus CUTE boys... and i'll forget him in no time...hehehe.. kidding... no amount of cuteness can replace him...
well.. wish me luck....

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, April 20, 2007
5:10 AM

Gracie and I enrolled In F.U ( fatima university) last wednesday....
we dragged our sorry asses to every room possible....( well it felt like it),
we had to go to the administration's office, down to the bank, then up to a room where we go get our room assignments and schedules....then down again to the admin's office to get the copy of the uniform and a Stupid map around campus! damn! they had a map all along and they made us ask every single dude out there just to know where the next room was....GOD! It was tiring....

I still think of him.... I know it kind of lame to still be thinking of him but ... I can't help it if I do....
I know he only sees me as a friend and I'm starting to accept it....just like gracie said.... I should be more flattered that he gives me so much trust as a friend...
she's right... she's so Fucking right.....
I'll forget my feelings for him in time, and be satisfied for being his friend....

I'll give it time and may be find someone better... someone so much better....

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, April 7, 2007
4:06 AM



He's still the sexiest man alive for me......
ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRENDON...HONEY LOVE...
wait till you see what I bought you....
cherry printed black manthongs... damn... that's hot...
It's been a while..... damn.....
nothing much happened since I last updated....(man! I SUCK at typing nowadays)
well I graduated from highschool.... and that's it.... no excitement whatsoever....
I've been developing this habit of just walking out of our door and meet up with grace and go wherever we want to.... or eat what we want to.... been craving these popcorn called kettlecorn... and eating a bunch of fried squid called "calamares"....


My mom's been hard to deal with lately... i'm having this idea that she's holding on to me because she thinks I'm growing up too fast....(mom I'm not going anywhere yet so don't worry)... or maybe she's just sulking because she's growing old.....whatever the reason is.... I'm beginning to get ticked off by it....I just wanna have some fun and spend some time with my friends... there's nothing wrong with that.... I just wish she realizes that soon because she's driving me nuts sometimes...


P.S. april 12 is BRENDON URIE's 20th birthday.... (i think, am I right, jen, grace?)... well... to all brenwhore's like me ... IT'S TIME TO PARTY!!!

and to all non-P!ATD fan... you're missing a lot in your lives....

Will you ever notice me...